fooled....

i hate you...why you wanna play a part in my life?who am i to u?why am i such a fool?if you loved me you wont do all that to me..so u don't love me,do you?can anyone just help me to stop breathing?can i curse u?can some1 just take away my memories?how can i stop thinking all these?can i slap you?what do i do now?