fear not....

17th December 2008

i do not know what happened to me...every bad thgs just seem to happen to me one by one..whtever i dreamt of, imagined and think of all just happened. but left 1 now........death.

i once dreamt of i was dying in an hour, n i was so freak out, i nd to call to many ppl to tell them i m dying n i love them. and i woke up crying...so i shud not fear now for i have still plenty of time to blog here. then when mum told me to buy morning ticket to go bk to penang, but only night tickets were sold, n so i told my mum if anythg is going to happen, it is fated. n just now i was writing letter to him as if i m writing a will.

no doubt i have too many thing to be done, too many words to say to too many people. but it is ok, i have lived my life for 22 years, loved by people around me for 22 years, and if anything really happen, just have to know that i love all of you, i hate no one and i am sorry if i ever did something wrong and hurt u all. just let me go and tomorrow will be better...cheers...

life is all about moving forward...live life fullest...