speechless

9th february 2009


again and again, i dreamt of them...i was sleeping right next to him, but i dreamt of him answering her call...saying something sweet...i can't remember what but i am so scared...i do not know what can i do...he is so sweet, no doubt he wont buy me what i want but he will buy me what i need....he brought me to Sunway Carnival in Butterworth to do some shopping..he bought me some formal clothes, to prepare me for my internship....he prepared me dinner...but there is 1 thing i dont like, which is everytime when he asks me "what do u wanna eat".....cause that is the thing he told me that made him felt like a routine when he is with me...most of the time i will still feel the shadow of other people, in his car, his couch, his bed, his appartment and his everything.....