breathing hard..

12th November 2008

Honey, I hope you will remember our deal—you are going to tell me if your “other gals” wanna meet you or they need your help…like I said, I rather I feel unhappy and jealous for awhile when you tell me rather than I find out myself which I guess is going to make things even more complicated.
Like you said, there is nothing you wanna hide away from me. And I hope this is really the case. You also told me that we can talk about anything, remember? But looks like as if I am the only one who tells you whatever I am not happy with, and I am the only one asking you questions. Is it because I am not the one you wanna talk to and can tell me about anything?
Although we had a deal, but in me, I still do not feel good. Not because of “other gals”, but it is something between us, between you and me, honey.
And only if you know, I can hardly breathe now……..