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what am i doing man....nt even an hour ago i was blogging so happily....n i cant stop myself from laughing when i am with you....

but what now?i read ur sms...which i know i shouldn't do so but i cant help it when i saw the msg saying lena was so down these few days...and the one who texted you ask if u still keep in touch with her lately...

the insecurity in me again is fooling me...i start thinking is it i am not the oly 1 whom you miss at night...then i start to imagine how you worry about her...and how she needed you...

i am sorry...u told me that your histories with them were really complicated...but i know they meant alot to you...and what we are having now....what i can give to you...is really nothing compare to theirs...