Wednesday, January 28, 2009

hate hate hate.....

28th january 2009

i hate to feel that i am the simpanan and i shall not hope for anything...i hate that he is the only 1 who can call me and talk to me only when he wants and he can, there is no way i can call him.....even if i call, there is noway we can talk.....i hate that i cant tell him what i feel....i hate that he is so dun care about me when he is back in ipoh.....i hate that i have to convince myself to believe tat he is with some1 else and i have to accept it so that i wont feel so upset....i hate to realize that i am ard puuting in alot of feeling when i told myself not to....!!!!!

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