24th march 2009
the other day u remembered me with another gal by mistake, and it really feels sucks...u said it would be silly to thk so but back then i am the 1 who is feeling so and not u......looks like i m not so important to u as i thk i m, especially when u mentioned there are still many guys out there...as if i can leave u anytime without u feeling sad or sth...if there is a favor i could ask of ,please dun treat me like this....please dun break me heart again...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
the mail....
14th march 2009
"我亲爱的，没有在这个世界上，我可以感觉更舒服，那么你。无论发生什么事情，从现在开始，让刚刚离开的时间，使我们的命运。像我以前说的，太多的期待只会破坏我们现在，这样可以让刚刚集中为我们现在，我认为我们将罚款。爱你的婴儿。"
this is what he replied to my mail...he said instead of "penalty", should be "alright".....i dun know, i said i wanna learn it his way, but i still thk alot, i still look into and hope for the future...looks like i m making thing going too fast again...please, someone please stop me from that....i dun wanna be like this
"我亲爱的，没有在这个世界上，我可以感觉更舒服，那么你。无论发生什么事情，从现在开始，让刚刚离开的时间，使我们的命运。像我以前说的，太多的期待只会破坏我们现在，这样可以让刚刚集中为我们现在，我认为我们将罚款。爱你的婴儿。"
this is what he replied to my mail...he said instead of "penalty", should be "alright".....i dun know, i said i wanna learn it his way, but i still thk alot, i still look into and hope for the future...looks like i m making thing going too fast again...please, someone please stop me from that....i dun wanna be like this
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
another weekends.....
09 march 2009
On the 6th march 2009 you went to the prom night with me…and for the first time I introduced you to my friends as my boyfriend, I am not sure if that is what you want and comfortable with but looks like all my course mates knew already.
Then on the 7th march 2009, you took me to ipoh, we bumped into your mum’s friend and he said “ you got girlfriend already…”. And you answered me “so what” when I said to u “oh, we are spotted”….i am not sure what is that suppose to mean again. In the evening, you too me to the church for a mass…you were holding my hand all the while, from the beginning till the end, I felt that you are trying to make me feel comfortable with the environment there as u told me before you were not sure if I will feel comfortable if I were to go to church with you. When we were on our way back from ipoh to penang, we were chatting in the car and u told me there is this place where we call “the end of the world” as we can see the sun set into the water…then I said “so someday u take me there ok?” and u answered me “sure will have the chance one, don’t worry”….and from now onwards, I pray that this dream will come true…
Yesterday nite when we were sleeping, once again u cuddled me from the back, which made me feel so sweet…no reason why, it is how I feel…thank you so much for giving me such a good weekends honey.
On the 6th march 2009 you went to the prom night with me…and for the first time I introduced you to my friends as my boyfriend, I am not sure if that is what you want and comfortable with but looks like all my course mates knew already.
Then on the 7th march 2009, you took me to ipoh, we bumped into your mum’s friend and he said “ you got girlfriend already…”. And you answered me “so what” when I said to u “oh, we are spotted”….i am not sure what is that suppose to mean again. In the evening, you too me to the church for a mass…you were holding my hand all the while, from the beginning till the end, I felt that you are trying to make me feel comfortable with the environment there as u told me before you were not sure if I will feel comfortable if I were to go to church with you. When we were on our way back from ipoh to penang, we were chatting in the car and u told me there is this place where we call “the end of the world” as we can see the sun set into the water…then I said “so someday u take me there ok?” and u answered me “sure will have the chance one, don’t worry”….and from now onwards, I pray that this dream will come true…
Yesterday nite when we were sleeping, once again u cuddled me from the back, which made me feel so sweet…no reason why, it is how I feel…thank you so much for giving me such a good weekends honey.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
deeply in love
4th march 2009
i hate to know that u are out for a movie with other people....i rather u dun tell me...i dun mean u cant go with other people, i understand all the things...we have our own frens and own life still...n i do go out with my fren to watch movie as well...maybe all these while u are always with me...and maybe i m too afraid to think of u will be with other gal....well,thinking twice, at least u are not hiding away from me that u are out for a movie with fren(s)...
this is the 2nd fren who told me that i m too deeply in love with u...y is this the case?y must i be the 1 to thk so much and suffer?i tried not to but i just cant help....
i hate to know that u are out for a movie with other people....i rather u dun tell me...i dun mean u cant go with other people, i understand all the things...we have our own frens and own life still...n i do go out with my fren to watch movie as well...maybe all these while u are always with me...and maybe i m too afraid to think of u will be with other gal....well,thinking twice, at least u are not hiding away from me that u are out for a movie with fren(s)...
this is the 2nd fren who told me that i m too deeply in love with u...y is this the case?y must i be the 1 to thk so much and suffer?i tried not to but i just cant help....
Sunday, March 1, 2009
emotional.....
2nd March 2009
yesterday before we met up i was not so in a mood...dun know why, when i am with u, i become very happy...to me, we had a good day yesterday...and this morning when we chat, u said "that means no time for me loh this weekend.." ..i felt happy again....coz at least u are like me, will at least consider to be with each other over the weekends...actually i also dun know what i wanna say but i just feel sweet... :)
yesterday before we met up i was not so in a mood...dun know why, when i am with u, i become very happy...to me, we had a good day yesterday...and this morning when we chat, u said "that means no time for me loh this weekend.." ..i felt happy again....coz at least u are like me, will at least consider to be with each other over the weekends...actually i also dun know what i wanna say but i just feel sweet... :)
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