Tuesday, October 28, 2008

H-O-M-E

it's been quite some time since i last went bk to melaka...unlike the 1st and second year, just never miss the chance to go back whenever possible...this is my very 1st time staying bk in penang during study week, and 1st time staying at a fren's place to study...i wont say it is late at night now but umhh.....i miss my family...just feel like wanna be with them...

the life here is good, but i have to be alone all by myself here...i wanna go home...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Down down down.....

what happen to me these few days?been so moody...sometimes good sometimes bad..and again, starts to think lots of unnecessary thoughts. why am i comparing again when i told people that there is always reasons for everyone is treated the way they are. what am i so afraid of? like one of "our stories", someone told me to be myself, dun let others to tell me otherwise and find someone who love me the way i am.

hmm...though we were celebrating frens' birthday, but just don't know why suddenly feel like crying, don't wanna play any games or do anything, just wanna run away...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

~*Blessed*~

What more can I say when I am already the luckiest girl in this world??

15th October 2008, it was my birthday, and lots and lots of surprises I got from them. First and foremost, on last Sunday, 12th, Benji sent me my present before he left for Beijing.

Then on 15th, 12am, my bobs called me with all the birthday wishes. Then as usual, I received lots of messages from the rest of my friends and relatives. In the afternoon my parents called me up and wished me…and what, my grandma too. I just don’t know why but that call means a lot to me.

Haha,ya, no doubt I told bobs not to celebrate my birthday for me and there is no need to buy me anything, I did expect a cake from them. But my bobs are too kind to let me not celebrate my birthday. 8sth if not mistaken, pei wen asked me to change and said we were going out. Haha and then, of course, I had a really great celebration in cosmic leisure. Haha…these guys are really funny, crazy and cool…they sang me birthday song and we were going round the table like a train?and I got my face messed up with all the cocoa powder from the cake, thanks to shi hooi. :) and of course, they bought me a nice hat, I honestly like it you see…also I m now waiting for “our story”.. :)

Throughout the night Benji called me thrice and again, I just enjoyed talking with him.
By the way, I have this another friend who actually are so nice to me all these while, guess he was afraid no one will be there to celebrate my birthday, he asked me twice in the noon if I wanna go out and celebrate, then at night he actually asked me out to istimewa but sorry man, I’d got a date with my bobs..anyway, thanks ya pong hooi.

For all these I have, I would really wanna thank my parents..and of course, thank god for all the blessing. :)

Sunday, October 12, 2008

A day to remember

12th October 2008, i just came back from Starbucks with him..rain is pouring heavily outside.. I am not feeling blue, not lonely, but happy….

It’s been sometime back since I have surprise from someone..he told me yesterday night that he needs to see me today to pass me something..Well he did and it’s my birthday present in advance… I got a Sheaffer ball pen and a mechanical pencil with my name carved on them..I always want to have these but just never get them for myself.

Was in his place the whole day, and out of nowhere my heart beat suddenly was so fast. Maybe there was only two of us or it should mean something…just hope that this feeling won’t fade away so soon… :)